carling’s

And i’ve known we’re just like old friends
We just can’t pretend
That lovers make amends
We are, reasons so unreal
We can’t help but feel
That something has been lost

But please,
you know u’re just like me
Next time, i promise i’ll be perfect

Strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind
So far, i still know who you are
But now, i wonder who i was

Angel, u know it’s not the end
We’ll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on
So please, you always were so free
You’ll see,
I promise we’ll be perfect

Strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers walk asleep

Perfect,
you know this has to be
we always were so free
I promise that we’d be
Perfect.

云破日出, 你是那道光束
带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途

爱上了你之后, 我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最最唯美的的国度
爱上了你之后, 我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福, 我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途, 我只要你记住

如果流浪是你的天赋,
那么你一定是我最美的追逐.
如果爱情是你的游牧,
拥有过是不是该满足?

Have u ever wanted to try something dangerous? Just this once, and vow to never do it again. but end up doing it every chance u get.
Have u ever felt like the decisions u’re forced to make in life are
actually pop quizes set by God? and if u screw it up, u will live the rest of ur life burning in hell.
Have u ever wanted to just slam and throw ur phone on the floor cos it never stops ringing.. but u can’t cos the phone’s too expensive…
Have u ever wanted to tell someone how u’re feeling but u just can’t. cos the words just won’t come out..
have u ever taken anyone for granted? even thou u feel guilty, u still keep on doing it?
Have u ever wanted something so badly? and after numerous fights,
heartaches and disappointments u finally get it.. but then it’s jes not
that meaningful anymore.

My first concert on 14th jan 2006. *~Final Home~* they called it. derno why tho, but it was worth my money!
Ahxin — incredible and soo soo SeXy n CUte on the mic.. ar.. i thk i found myself another ashton…

As for the bass players — ‘guai shou’ and ‘…~!!!’ (i forgot! shit. i forgot their names!!) they were phenomenal! jes standing on stage playing their bass stuff.. lookin so stylish like they always do in concerts. i’m not doin a good job at describing now am i?

Nyhoos, AH XIN!! i lurrvv you.. aldoe all of them are taken. but still their songs are really one of a kind.
Songs by other artists (liang jing ru, sun yan zi) were also performed. loved it when ah xin sang "first day" and he forgot the lyrics! *^^*

fav song during concert: ‘zhi zu’.. sigh *am so in lurvvv*

it’s been approximately 2 1/2 weeks since i ended my uni life. yet it feels like it’s been so long.. yet jes so yesterday.. =/

Friends have been a big part of my unilife. and to that i am very grateful for having them. and somebody once asked me.. wat are friends for?

in life, we meet ppl from all walks of life, some bcom part of ur life, some don’t. some make u laugh & cry. and some jes walk on by.

For me, friends can be classified into 3 categories:

1. ppl u party with, who have the same interests and activities

2. ppl who u talk secrets with + u care about them

3. all the above + ppl u feel u can be urself with, ppl who know what u’re thinking even if u don say it out.

i love my friends, no matter which category. yet of course, in everyone’s life, friends in category 3 are extremely rare, and thr arn’t many of them who can fit into ur category. and so, these ppl are most precious to me and i’d go thru hell for them as they would for me =)

Thus, the definition of a friend is concluded by stating that, friends are ppl who bcom part of ur life. Some might not be there for u all the time, but they will be by urside when u need them the most.

But, (there’s always a but), there are cases whr ppl expect friends to understand them when they don’t even speak their feelings (that’s y i say category3 is rare). I mean.. who freakin knows what u’re thinking unless u say it out? It is the asian culture whr ppl keep their feelings bottled up inside bcos of the fear of letting ppl know who u really are and manipulating ur weaknesses. hm.. which makes sense in a way..

Hence, the definition of a friend is concluded as a person u can trust and that plays a part in ur life. =)

Also, i would like to clear my thoughts on the "i should’ve gone to australia" issue. i used to regret not choosing australia for further education. which may seem agreeable to most ppl out there. Looking back, i used to whine about kl and its ppl. but now, it’s not that bad after all. Eventho crime rates are high, and not all rented houses have water heaters, but it’s not that bad… After all, the city does have the best sales promotions and its ladies nights every thursdays Thus, It’s actually who u’re with that matters, not the place.

*if i choose to regret, then i’ll be doin it forever.

Conclusion: i don’t regret choosing kl over aus. (but i do miss you daf babes *hUgZ*) and i’m going to aus after cny jes to live "wat could’ve been" my life for the past 3 years. wat? i was deprived of cool overseas weather for 3 years. so sue me!

Hence, i love my life right now, even though i don’t have a car, i can’t afford those stylish armani outfits, and i’m still not hired!!

Life goes on, and i’m appreciating every part of it. (i’m so gay i could killmyself right now ^^) note: look in dictionary for definition of gay to not misunderstand.

‘Graduation’ by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25?
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don’t have another day
Cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
We’d get so excited, we’d get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will  siao li ever have the courage to drive and stop being so fei?
Can we ever find a job that won’t interfere with our karaoke?
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it’s like we’re women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us ’round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly..

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be
*Friends Forever*