carling’s

I hate it when it happens. It’s like I didn’t foresee it coming. Or I haven’t changed at all. Or i’m just doomed. Doomed to be unhappy for the rest of my life. sigh *stoopidstoopidcarlingowaysgomakestoopidwrongchoices*

Ok, enuf about relationships and sad stories! I went to maison on thursday ladies night and i was SOOO SOOO happy cos they checked my IC .. hoho. means i still look young! *gleeeeee* ^^

Plus, goldfish is still looking pretty hot i must say hehe. AND I HAD FUN LIKE I NEVER HAD IN YEARS!!!!! all thanks to YuinShin’s bunch *I’vemissedyouguyscrazypartyanimals*!!! And we’ll be heading to Euphoria next week*can’twaitcan’twait!*! =DD  Gawd i miss those uni days~

Where did those carefree days go where u only had to worrry about exams and assignments. and NOT timesheets, clients, budgets, deadlines, promotions, increments, bosses, politics, etc. grrr.. It made me felt so old being amongst those college kids. if only i could turn back time and freeze it!!dammit!

Anyways, 2 more weeks and it’s back to kuching. *keepingfingerscrossed so that everything runs *ahem* smoothly without interruptions. I miss the security and comfort of being home. *haih* plus it’s the raining season. and i love rain in kuching =D

"I’m tired of gettin old, i’m only good at being young"
~John Mayer’s "Stop This Train"~

I love u John..**

I don’t believe in marriages. nor the "forever love" and "u complete me" kind of bullshit. I’d rather believe in myself.

*snorts*

ok. i dono why i wrote what i wrote, but lately thre haf been alot of wedding bells invitations and it just really got me thinking. Why? or rather, What for? alot of ppl say u will understand in time to come. to which i’d retort i wish that time would never come. because then i would be just the same like you. yayayaya, this post will prolly offend lotsof ppl but i don’t care. 
*pout*

I need to get out from here. !

This post is simply written out of pure boredom.

A month ago, I was stressed up to my eyeballs . Stressed until i didn’t have time to think about laundry(not the pub at the curve, but real washingmachine laundry, god why does it sounds so pathetic to seem to be one of the problems in my life), food,  relationships, anything, you name it.. but WORK!

And today, everything ends. OH MY GOD. I feel …
relieved? .. NO.
Happy? not really.
empty? SPOT ON!

haiyah, wat is wrong with me? it’s like when my life is suddenly stress-free, i feel even more stressed that i have nothing to stress about. fan jin.! =.=

Conclusion, I’m stress-aholic.

BTw,  i was checkin out JOhn Mayer’s blog today. I fell even more in love with him than i ever was. haih. please visit www.johnmayer.com/blog *grin*

i should’ve joined the entertainment industry. AT Least, from there is a chance of meeting him in this lifetime. OK! i’magonna buy his ORIGINAL CDs!!!! wA so happy!!! i *HEART* JOHN MAYER!!!! =D~~~~~~ pls support the ORIGINAL CDs (John Mayer only).

Note-to-self: PLS take more of those vain pictures for facebook & friendster. I feel so outdated. =.=